What helplessness means is-
having the feeling of a regret inside your void heart.
I so wish to return to
one of the winter mornings of childhood,
just to spend a day in Kanpur again;
Just like Krishna wished once to return,
back to Radha…
But some wishes always remain unfulfilled…
Only if he could,
Only if I would…
Subhajit's Blog 
Ur write up is perfectly defining the pain and emotions a person going through that phase might be facing….
Craving for fullfilling the wish…is so evident…and deep…loved it completely…
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Than you for relating so deeply with this.
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